There's no way around it. I've examined all of my options and I'm definitely going to need to find a Phoenix bankruptcy attorney. I might call up my brother. I know a close friend of his is working as a Phoenix bankruptcy attorney now. Maybe I could say it's for a client. I doubt my brother would believe that. I really didn't want my family to find out about this. I know if I say something to my brother he's going to figure it out and then tell everyone else in the family about it. He's always been really overprotective. I just don't know who else I can talk to about this. I would rather speak to someone who's at least a friend of the family. If I knew that guy's last name I could try to track him down myself. I really wish I didn't have to do any of this right now. I have so many other things on my mind. I think my situation really started to change last year after my boyfriend and I broke up. Up until then, it seemed like things in my life had been going really well. It's been a slow process for me to even get to this point where I'm admitting that I need some help. At least I can say I'm making some progress.